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12:06pm 07/05/2006
  So,
I have figured out that I have this thing for assholes.
If a guy is mean to me,
I automatically want to have his babies.
I don't get it.
[insert sigh here.]



I think that I need to deal with realities more.
reality: I am not as great as I think I am.
reality: The shit I need to do, will not do itself.
reality: The world does not revolve around me.
reality: What I think I need is not what I really need.
reality: I will never get what I want.


I have many more things to deal with than just those, but
right now, I think I should just focus on those
above things.


Thanks for seeming interested.

On the way home,
this car hears my confessions.
I think tonight I'll take the long
way.




Don't worry, kids, probably more later.

♥ Korinne Elaine		  
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Down with the Sickness.   
11:49am 06/05/2006
 
mood: crushed
music: Hellogoodbye- Dear Jamie... Sincerely Me
So today I had my sister's first communion.
And I feel like absolute SHIT.
I am SO sick, and I seriously think that I am going to die
sometime soon.
I was supposed to drive to tampa this morning-
wake up at five fortyfive and drive to Tampa,
but I couldn't even breathe when I woke up.
So I didn't go.


I got a job at the outback
on the beach.
I'm really excited about it.
I have needed a job for SO long, and
here I get one! yay.
I kinda really need to get over this boy.
Nothing is ever going to happen with him,
he doesn't like me, like, at all.
so, whatev.
I just need to gather myself and deal with the fact that
Maybe he isn't good enough for me, and that maybe
I deserve better- like everyone says.

HE wasn't what I wanted, what I though, no.
HE couldn't even open up the door,
HE never made me feel like I was special,
HE isn't really what I'm looking for...


I don't even know who I'm writing to.
i don't have any lj friends.
It's really nice just to be able to say stuff, though.


So, last night, I was supposed to hang out with Marley,
But that didn't happen,
which kinda pissed me off.
Because I drove around for like... 2 hours in palm harbor
and crystal beach
and we only got to hang out for about 20 minutes.
So, yeah.


I need to stop letting people walk all over me.
I need courage to teach me to be shy.
But above all,
I need to do more for myself,
and less for everyone else.

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05:19pm 05/05/2006
 
mood: artistic
music: hellogoodbye- call n' return
I haven't been on this in forever.

I just went on it again because I don't like to vent on

Myspace. well.

Lately, I've been confused.



I really like him. So much. But he doesn't like me.







If you ask me, my eyes are blue.

If you ask him, he doesn't know.

Yet he's the only one who I want to know what my eye color is.







been feeling detached, but that's okay. I'm coming back.

I miss everyone, especially Randi. I haven't

spoken to her in forever. I miss her so much.








I have another reason for wanting to come back to LJ.

Ann! I love her. and she only has lj. so here I am.







Oh well. More to come later.		  
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03:29pm 01/07/2005
  New everything in the past 2 days.
www.myspace.com/ko_rinne
www.xanga.com/mineisbigger_x
I was tired of the same old blech.
<rhymes with sympathy now3		  
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